Monday, September 2, 2024

William Walter Davis

    Liam became aware of beeping machines and rushing footsteps in the hall. The room he was in smelled of cleaners and antiseptic. He wanted to open his eyes, but his eyelids felt so heavy, and he couldn't remember where he was. He could hear people quietly whispering near where he was lying. He recognized two of the voices but couldn't understand what was being said, and even still, he couldn't believe that these two voices would be coming from the same place. Liam tried to open his eyes again, and after a bit of convincing, he managed to open them just enough to make out the four figures across the room. He tried sitting up but could only manage to let out a slight groan.

    Allie saw him shifting, “Oh, he's awake!” She exclaimed as she moved from the small huddle to the side of his hospital bed.

    His mother followed closely behind. “Oh, Liam, I'm so glad you are awake. Dr. Peterson says that you should be able to come home soon!”

    Liam looked between his mother's and best friend's faces and tried to think of something… anything to say, but the words wouldn't come. So, instead, he looked at the doctor and nurse, who were now standing on the other side of the bed. He could see that they looked relieved.

    “William, can you remember what happened to you before you woke up in the hospital?” Dr. Peterson asked.

    “Uhm, no, I… I can't think of anything…” Liam stammered, trying to recall what he had been doing that could have landed him in the hospital.

    The door swung open, and his father walked in carrying a box. “Oh! Liam, my boy, you're awake!” His father exclaimed, making his way to the foot of the bed. “And just in time for donuts! I got both yours and Allie's favorite kind—maple bars." His father handed Allie the box after he pulled a donut out for himself.

    “Marv, don't tempt Liam with donuts. He has a long recovery ahead of him.” His mother scolded. She turned to Liam, “You mean you don't remember anything? Not the fundraiser, you driving Lincoln home, the helicopter ride, or… any of it?”

    “No, Mom, I don't remember that, what happened? Why am I here? And, if I am here, where is Lincoln?” Liam inquired. Again, trying to sit up but unable to do so, he resigned himself to his slightly propped-up state.

    “Well, champ,” his father started but was abruptly cut off by Dr. Peterson.

    “You will have plenty of time to remember what happened later. For now, we need to run some tests to ensure that everything is working as we expect,” Dr. Peterson said as he nodded to the nurse. “Let's get William here sitting up so we can begin our tests. As for the rest of you, if you will kindly go to the waiting room so as to not distract Mr. Davis, I would greatly appreciate it.”

    Allie looked to Dr. Peterson as if begging him to let her stay. Still, his expression remained unchanged, so instead, she turned to Liam as the bed slowly tilted higher and gave him a quick peck on his cheek. Her long brown hair swayed over her shoulders, caressing his arms and shoulder. She said, “Thank you for coming back,” as she walked around the bed and followed his parents out the door.

    As the door closed, Liam could feel his ears getting warm and his face turning red. Allie had never kissed him before; they had been friends since kindergarten but had only ever hugged. He wasn't sure what he had done to deserve a kiss, but he was just glad to be sitting in this room.

    “So much for no distractions,” Dr. Peterson said as he smiled at Liam, “I take it that's the first time you remember her kissing you?” Dr. Peterson’s smile grew larger at Liam’s bewildered face. “She has hardly left your side since you got here. You're a lucky kid to have a friend that cares about you like she does.” Dr. Peterson and the nurse began their testing, and as they did so, Liam started to get a sinking feeling. “Now, William, you may not be able to tell because of the medication, but you were paralyzed from the waist down in a pretty bad hit-and-run car accident. You also sustained some brain injuries, which is why you were in a coma. We kept you in the coma for a few weeks to let your brain heal, and it has healed remarkably well. You are ‘One tough cookie,’ to quote your father.” After seeing Liam's concern, Dr. Peterson continued, “I know it is a lot to take in, and you will have many challenging weeks, months, and years ahead of you. However, I can get you in touch with the best doctors, physical trainers, and psychologists. We are in a city full of great people who can help you navigate the difficult times ahead.”

    Liam began thinking about all of the plans he had made over the summer. He was supposed to start a career working at the national aerospace headquarters in October; surely, he wouldn't be able to work there while confined to a wheelchair. Then he remembered his question about Lincoln, the classmate he supposedly gave a ride to before he ended up in the hospital. “Dr. Peterson, do you know what happened to Lincoln? Was he in the accident, too?”

    “Uhm, yes, Mr. Jones was in the crash as well… However, his injuries were too extensive, and he died on the flight to the hospital. His funeral was a week and a half ago, I believe.” Dr. Peterson said as he looked to the sky as if he were saying a quick prayer.

    “No! His mother and sister, he was all they had…” Liam trailed off once again. “How did the accident happen? How long have I been here? My mom said I could go home soon. When can I go home?” Liam began shaking as all his emotions rose to the surface. Yeah, he was paralyzed, but Lincoln was dead, and Liam couldn't do anything to bring him back. He and Lincoln weren't best friends; they were mostly acquaintances. Liam had met him early in his senior year of high school. Lincoln had moved in the previous summer with his mom and sister after their dad was killed as a security guard in a robbery gone wrong.

    Lincoln was a bit of an odd duck and, as such, had very few friends. Still, Liam was happy to talk to anyone, so he would occasionally give Lincoln rides and try to help him meet people.

    Dr. Peterson reached out and held onto Liam's shoulders to calm him down. “Like I said earlier, you will have plenty of time to remember everything later. For now, we need to monitor you one more night, and then you can go home and mourn the loss of your friend.”

    Liam nodded, allowing Dr. Peterson's words to calm him down, yet in his head, more and more questions arose. Soon enough, the doctor and nurse were done with their tests and left Liam after telling him they would let his parents and Allie know they could return. He remembered why he thought it strange that Allie and his mother were in the same room earlier. They hadn't gotten along once he reached middle school; his mother had stopped allowing Allie to come over, so they would only hang out at school or on the odd occasion when his mother wasn't home. Liam believed it was because Allie and his mother were too alike, and their personalities couldn't fit into the same place for too long without starting drama.

    Allie and his parents did return shortly after Dr. Peterson and the nurse left. Liam became exhausted from all that had happened since he had woken up a few short hours earlier and asked if he could be given a few hours to rest.

***

    Liam once again woke up to the sound of beeping machines and hurried footsteps this time; however, Allie was asleep on the couch between him and the window, her dark brown hair tied up into a bun. She was snoring quietly; he smiled, remembering the kiss she had given him earlier and thinking about what Dr. Peterson had said about having such a good friend. He continued his survey of the room; his father was sitting on the floor reading a large leather-bound book, and his mother was nowhere to be seen.

    Liam began to think about what it would be like now that he couldn't use his legs. He would have to get a wheelchair. Would it be one that he would have to manually roll, or could he get an electric one? He was sure that with his father's successful business, he…. Oh…. What happened to his car? His Lexus RC-F was matte gray with lime green accents, his favorite colors. It had been a graduation gift from his parents; he had shown numerous times that he could be trusted, and with his career opportunity lined up, his father knew that Liam could make enough to maintain it. It surely would have been totaled and sold for scrap if it was in that crash.

    Liam began to feel sick as he began thinking about all the money his parents would spend on him. Liam's medical care, the car, and the insurance, there had to be a way that he could make it right. He began thinking about ways he could make money if he could no longer work at the national aerospace headquarters. He had graduated college at the same time as high school when his parents realized he was not being challenged in his high school classes, so they helped him enroll. He had aced all of his courses. He decided to do both simultaneously because he didn't want to leave his friends – especially Allie.

    “I see your gears turning, mister,” Liam looked over to where his father sat, peering over his glasses, his gray hair more prominent than ever before now that Liam could see the top of his head. “I see your gears turning,” his dad repeated, “don't you think for a second that you owe me or your mother anything. What happened to you could not have been avoided. We are just happy that you are still with us.” His father continued, “However, you do owe your friend there, probably your life,” he said as he took off his glasses and used them to gesture to Allie. “She was worried sick about you and stayed beside you while your mother and I made arrangements for everything else.”

    “Dad, can you please tell me what happened? I know I was in a car crash, and I am sure my car is totaled, but I can't seem to remember anything of that day.”

    “Well, champ, do you remember that fundraiser the elementary and middle schools throw before the beginning of the school year? We had just finished it and beaten the goal, and you offered Lincoln a ride back to his home. Well, as far as we can tell, the roads were pretty clear, no traffic or anything, the light had turned green, and we know this because the cop cars have cameras, and anyway, you pulled out into that long intersection… I don't know why they made that one intersection so gosh darn long… Well, you had just barely started into the intersection, and one of those armored trucks for banks and things had been hijacked. It came barreling through the intersection on the wrong side of the road. It was being chased by a dozen or so police cars, but it came down that sharp turn if you come on the wrong side, and it just… It smashed right into the passenger side of your car, and while Lexus makes good cars, it was no match for a speeding, hijacked, thirteen-ton armored truck. It is a miracle that you survived. But they also got away; they kept driving and then disappeared in the industrial district. The police started searching there, but I doubt they will ever find the perpetrators. Luckily, you got a helicopter flight to the hospital because some of the cops stopped to rescue you and poor Lincoln. I guess you had been on the phone with Allie when it all happened because she heard the whole thing until your phone got smashed, and she got to the hospital before your mother and I could. Of course, as soon as she deduced what had happened, she called your mother immediately, so we weren't too far behind.” Liam's father finished his explanation with a wink and a nod back to Allie. “Like I said, you owe her your life.”

    Liam looked back to the couch that Allie had been sleeping on. She was now awake, silently listening to the story; tears ran down her cheeks. “I thought I had lost you, Liam,” she whispered. She got up, walked over to where Liam was lying, and hugged him, with her head resting on his shoulder and her hair in his face. All he could say was…

    “I love you.”

Thursday, August 29, 2024

Veiled Horizons

It was early and bright,
the sky was clear.
I was eager and ready
as I entered the cave.

The first hundred feet
I could see, with
the light at my back,
now a distant memory.

The excitement,
long forgotten.
The narrow path,
zigging this way and that.

This solo journey
complicated along the way
by the many faces
who reject my company.

Their inner light,
holding hope,
and a refined purpose,
a dream fading with every step…

As the years go on,
I find myself wandering–
Silently, painfully,
pleading for help.

The end of the cave
now in sight.
The sky is dark, only
rare flashes of light.

The sound of rain,
cold and unrelenting
induces fear of the world,
without protection.

I fear the storm–
and its lightning.
The future with
its veiled horizons.

In this cave,
I have grown
to loathe.
I now seek refuge.
-- Grey Paladin 

Wednesday, August 28, 2024

The Tale of Two Knights

Two brothers,
Each one a Knight,
Sent to the battlefield to fight for their King.

Their foes overwhelming numbers,
compelled to mislead, subvert, and blight.
They approached in the spring
for those who were faultless and clean.

The King’s royal drummers
keeping beat with the fight,
as swords striking armor ring
and artists survey the scene.
The knights swore to protect and defend.

But the brothers, once united in course,
now differ in their views of what is right.
One became more loyal, helpful, and strong.
The other grew increasingly aggressive and mean.
The latter constantly looking for a way to abscond.

The first battling enemies while atop his horse,
striking each adversary and rival in sight.
The other brother hiding
inside a bottle, yearning to remain unseen.

The first was fighting for the honors
of those still young and bright.
The other long past caring.

Yet the battle went on until the King’s victors
emerged. The brother’s spirit– gone in the night.

His bottle could not save him from death’s consuming plight.

--Grey Paladin

Tuesday, August 27, 2024

Steps Through Struggle

Struggling is part of life 
it is always an upward climb.
Sometimes, the ascent is gradual
while other times, it is
Abrupt.

    They who are wise claim
    struggling can benefit
    they who are young.

What benefit can be had by struggling alone?
In the cold, on a climb up weathered steps,
where others have been, yet none remain?

    Picnics are not had in the snow.
    Rodeos are not held in hurricanes.
    People are not wed during the flood.

Struggling is not always visible.
Yet, all alive have their torments,
weaknesses, and follies. Still,
we are each expected
to carry
On.

--Grey Paladin

Monday, August 26, 2024

The Ranch: A Short Story

    It is unusual that a couple so old as Betty and I could have afforded this ranch, what with our medical bills having nearly drained all our savings. Yet, we have and were able to move in close to our daughter, her husband, and their three children.

    The ranch is 500 acres, and we maintain 250 head of cattle. It is very fulfilling, as regular work involves moving fences and cattle back and forth across our land.

    The small ranch house that we have moved into is quaint, with just enough room for Betty and me. We have a small kitchen, so we often visit Kaitlyn’s home for meals. It is nice being so close to family.

    Kaitlyn’s husband, James, is a nice fellow. He helps out around the ranch, though he sometimes gets in the way. He always wears this ridiculous-looking hat and bright-colored flannels. I have repeatedly reminded him that they are not appropriate workwear for a ranch hand. Yet, he laughs and says he can wear whatever he wants.

    Betty tells me I need to stop harassing him about what he wears, but I just don't think it is right that he doesn't wear a proper cowboy hat and clothes that he can get dirty in.

    Every morning, I get up before the sun and start my rounds. I make sure to say hello to each of our cows and assess whether they need to be rotated in the fields to keep them well-fed. I am usually able to get them herded to the gate before James is awake and ready to help. However, he usually just gets in the way, and as the sun rises, he asks me to help Kaitlyn get the kiddos ready for school.

    Jeremy is the oldest, and at thirteen, he has decided that he doesn't need or want any help. However, I still sometimes pack his lunch for him before he can complain, and when I do, I add an extra candy bar for him because I think he needs a little pick-me-up.

    Wendy, the middle child, is ten. She lets me pack her lunch and allows me to tie her shoes when she isn't running late because, according to her, I am the best shoe-tie-er in the world. She is a smart cookie and often tells me a fun fact while I help her.

    Ricky is the youngest at eight. We share the same name and birthday, October 17th. He is having a rough time at school and often drags his feet, getting out of bed, getting ready, and gathering his homework. He reminds me of me when I was younger, though I always enjoyed attending school when I was his age. There was always something fun to do.

    After the bus leaves with the kids, Betty has already begun preparing breakfast so the adults can eat when James returns from the fields. Then, he and I start our daily chores of repairing and maintaining the ranch's machines and fences.

    By lunchtime, I am usually tuckered out, and James tells me that I can return home and he will continue working. He really is a good fellow. He knows how to respect his father-in-law and lets me rest when I please.

    By the time I return from the field for lunch, Betty has my favorite prepared egg salad sandwiches, she knows me so well. However, I am concerned for her health. Every so often, as I enter the house, I hear her complaining to Kaitlyn about what the doctors have said. I have always accompanied her to the doctor's office within the last year, so I am not surprised. The doctors always seem so solemn; they ask me plenty of questions. It makes me think that if I didn't know any better, the appointments were for me.

    The doctors say they don't know what is wrong with Betty but always schedule follow-up appointments so that they can keep an eye on her. She seems healthy enough, so I have started asking if the doctors really are any help at all. Betty shushes me and says they are helping, and asks that I keep coming with her to the appointments.

    After lunch, I am still worn out, so I ask Kaitlyn to call James and let him know I won't be back out, but if he really needs me, he can call, and I'll help as much as I can. He has yet to call back once since I bought the ranch and hired him, which I'm not complaining about, but it sure would be nice to be needed every once in a while.

    However, I have grown to enjoy my afternoon naps. When I wake up, I like to work on the crossword puzzle in the daily newspaper, which has been getting more challenging lately. Betty says it must be because of all the newfangled words that the kids are inventing nowadays, and the newspapers are trying to get them interested in the game so that they sell more copies. I have asked Jeremy if he can help me, but he just looks at my guesses, shrugs and walks away.

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