Thursday, August 29, 2024

Veiled Horizons

It was early and bright,
the sky was clear.
I was eager and ready
as I entered the cave.

The first hundred feet
I could see, with
the light at my back,
now a distant memory.

The excitement,
long forgotten.
The narrow path,
zigging this way and that.

This solo journey
complicated along the way
by the many faces
who reject my company.

Their inner light,
holding hope,
and a refined purpose,
a dream fading with every step…

As the years go on,
I find myself wandering–
Silently, painfully,
pleading for help.

The end of the cave
now in sight.
The sky is dark, only
rare flashes of light.

The sound of rain,
cold and unrelenting
induces fear of the world,
without protection.

I fear the storm–
and its lightning.
The future with
its veiled horizons.

In this cave,
I have grown
to loathe.
I now seek refuge.
-- Grey Paladin 

Wednesday, August 28, 2024

The Tale of Two Knights

Two brothers,
Each one a Knight,
Sent to the battlefield to fight for their King.

Their foes overwhelming numbers,
compelled to mislead, subvert, and blight.
They approached in the spring
for those who were faultless and clean.

The King’s royal drummers
keeping beat with the fight,
as swords striking armor ring
and artists survey the scene.
The knights swore to protect and defend.

But the brothers, once united in course,
now differ in their views of what is right.
One became more loyal, helpful, and strong.
The other grew increasingly aggressive and mean.
The latter constantly looking for a way to abscond.

The first battling enemies while atop his horse,
striking each adversary and rival in sight.
The other brother hiding
inside a bottle, yearning to remain unseen.

The first was fighting for the honors
of those still young and bright.
The other long past caring.

Yet the battle went on until the King’s victors
emerged. The brother’s spirit– gone in the night.

His bottle could not save him from death’s consuming plight.

--Grey Paladin

Tuesday, August 27, 2024

Steps Through Struggle

Struggling is part of life 
it is always an upward climb.
Sometimes, the ascent is gradual
while other times, it is
Abrupt.

    They who are wise claim
    struggling can benefit
    they who are young.

What benefit can be had by struggling alone?
In the cold, on a climb up weathered steps,
where others have been, yet none remain?

    Picnics are not had in the snow.
    Rodeos are not held in hurricanes.
    People are not wed during the flood.

Struggling is not always visible.
Yet, all alive have their torments,
weaknesses, and follies. Still,
we are each expected
to carry
On.

--Grey Paladin

Monday, August 26, 2024

The Ranch: A Short Story

    It is unusual that a couple so old as Betty and I could have afforded this ranch, what with our medical bills having nearly drained all our savings. Yet, we have and were able to move in close to our daughter, her husband, and their three children.

    The ranch is 500 acres, and we maintain 250 head of cattle. It is very fulfilling, as regular work involves moving fences and cattle back and forth across our land.

    The small ranch house that we have moved into is quaint, with just enough room for Betty and me. We have a small kitchen, so we often visit Kaitlyn’s home for meals. It is nice being so close to family.

    Kaitlyn’s husband, James, is a nice fellow. He helps out around the ranch, though he sometimes gets in the way. He always wears this ridiculous-looking hat and bright-colored flannels. I have repeatedly reminded him that they are not appropriate workwear for a ranch hand. Yet, he laughs and says he can wear whatever he wants.

    Betty tells me I need to stop harassing him about what he wears, but I just don't think it is right that he doesn't wear a proper cowboy hat and clothes that he can get dirty in.

    Every morning, I get up before the sun and start my rounds. I make sure to say hello to each of our cows and assess whether they need to be rotated in the fields to keep them well-fed. I am usually able to get them herded to the gate before James is awake and ready to help. However, he usually just gets in the way, and as the sun rises, he asks me to help Kaitlyn get the kiddos ready for school.

    Jeremy is the oldest, and at thirteen, he has decided that he doesn't need or want any help. However, I still sometimes pack his lunch for him before he can complain, and when I do, I add an extra candy bar for him because I think he needs a little pick-me-up.

    Wendy, the middle child, is ten. She lets me pack her lunch and allows me to tie her shoes when she isn't running late because, according to her, I am the best shoe-tie-er in the world. She is a smart cookie and often tells me a fun fact while I help her.

    Ricky is the youngest at eight. We share the same name and birthday, October 17th. He is having a rough time at school and often drags his feet, getting out of bed, getting ready, and gathering his homework. He reminds me of me when I was younger, though I always enjoyed attending school when I was his age. There was always something fun to do.

    After the bus leaves with the kids, Betty has already begun preparing breakfast so the adults can eat when James returns from the fields. Then, he and I start our daily chores of repairing and maintaining the ranch's machines and fences.

    By lunchtime, I am usually tuckered out, and James tells me that I can return home and he will continue working. He really is a good fellow. He knows how to respect his father-in-law and lets me rest when I please.

    By the time I return from the field for lunch, Betty has my favorite prepared egg salad sandwiches, she knows me so well. However, I am concerned for her health. Every so often, as I enter the house, I hear her complaining to Kaitlyn about what the doctors have said. I have always accompanied her to the doctor's office within the last year, so I am not surprised. The doctors always seem so solemn; they ask me plenty of questions. It makes me think that if I didn't know any better, the appointments were for me.

    The doctors say they don't know what is wrong with Betty but always schedule follow-up appointments so that they can keep an eye on her. She seems healthy enough, so I have started asking if the doctors really are any help at all. Betty shushes me and says they are helping, and asks that I keep coming with her to the appointments.

    After lunch, I am still worn out, so I ask Kaitlyn to call James and let him know I won't be back out, but if he really needs me, he can call, and I'll help as much as I can. He has yet to call back once since I bought the ranch and hired him, which I'm not complaining about, but it sure would be nice to be needed every once in a while.

    However, I have grown to enjoy my afternoon naps. When I wake up, I like to work on the crossword puzzle in the daily newspaper, which has been getting more challenging lately. Betty says it must be because of all the newfangled words that the kids are inventing nowadays, and the newspapers are trying to get them interested in the game so that they sell more copies. I have asked Jeremy if he can help me, but he just looks at my guesses, shrugs and walks away.

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